| These are my last words |
[23 May 2006|11:21pm] |
Tonight I finally got the motivation. Tonight something changed and I got motivation that I was lacking in the past to leave. To leave this whole area and start new. I can not wait for that day to come. I dont think I will miss much here except for the few people who I care the most about and all the fun stuff we do like O's games, dinners, BBQ's, and all the other stuff.
I never thought it would end like this. I dont know what to say to you anymore. All the things I never did, and all those things I never said. Thanks.
Breathe it in and kiss it goodbye.
This is my final breath for this thing.
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[08 May 2006|06:37pm] |
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It wouldnt be so hard to do it if the words that need to be said could be. But I am finally startting to be free of this after a few months.
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| Baseball Picks |
[04 May 2006|12:22am] |
Since it is now Baseball Season again here are my picks for the 2006 season:
Regular Season:
AL East: Boston Redsox
AL Central: Chicago White Sox
AL West: Oakland A's
AL Wild Card: Cleveland Indians
AL MVP: Grady Sizemore (Cleveland Indians)
AL Cy Young: Rich Harden (Oakland A's)
Manager of the Year: Eric Wedge (Cleveland Indians)
NL East: Atlanta Braves
NL Central: St. Louis Cardinals
NL West: LA Dodgers
NL Wild Card: Milwaukee Brewers ( Bad Pick but hey I have a good feeling about them this year. )
NL MVP: Scott Rolen (St. Louis Cardinals)
NL CY Young: Roy Oswalt (Houston Astros)
Manager of the Year: Ned Yost (Milwaukee Brewers) or Jim Tracy (Pittsburgh Pirates)
Post Season:
ALDS 1:
Boston over Cleveland
ALDS 2:
Chicago over Oakland
NLDS 1:
Atlanta over Milwaukee
NLCS 2:
St. Louis over LA
ALCS
Boston over Chicago
MVP: JT Snow
NLCS
Atlanta over St. Louis
MVP: John Smotlz
World Series
Atlanta over Boston
MVP: Chipper Jones
Allstart Game
Winner: National League 9 -6
MVP: Kevin Mench (Texas Rangers)
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[30 Apr 2006|11:57am] |
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In this life their are no clean breaks. But starting again is a chance that you can take. I always thought that someday we would overcome the bad luck and from the burden the gift would come. Maybe I should have known better but I knew we were coming closer to the end of whatever this has been. When you're 16 you don't know what forever means. When your 20 you couldn't be more sorry to say. That after all this growing up together all the good has gone away. Sometimes the boys that should be your best friends become strangers with familiar faces. Just don't tell me that its all too far gone, that they weren't meant to live on, and don't let go. I just don't want to pretend if we are not in this togther, if we are just stuck in our own heads. And I am sorry that it took me so long to find the words to write this.
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[28 Apr 2006|11:40pm] |
So the last 3 1/2 months I have totally fucked myself and you over.
Sorry NES.
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[27 Mar 2006|01:01am] |
So I have begun a pattern of updating ever 2 weeks and I feel like I need to get so much shit off my chest. But I have no desire to share it with anyone in the world. That really bothers me too cause I want to share just a few.
I saw V is for Vengence and Inside Man this week. V was just a little strange and Inside Man was smart. I dunno.
Bane rulez and I wanna see them again right now.
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| All I Need |
[14 Mar 2006|01:45am] |
Houseboat
3 years ago Girl
Music
Baseball
Fried Catfish
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| This Conversation Is Why I Love Joy |
[28 Feb 2006|11:23pm] |
TurnItAround11: I wanted to tell you something
helloiloveyou999: what's that?
TurnItAround11: I need a business partner
helloiloveyou999: what kind of business
TurnItAround11: Slave Trade
helloiloveyou999: keep talking
TurnItAround11: Well I was thinking about kid napping little kids and then selling them to Arab countries to race camels
helloiloveyou999: wow, say no more. i'm in 100%
TurnItAround11: Ok well we have to starve them a little because the lighter they are the more maney we can get
helloiloveyou999: well naturally, that's a given
helloiloveyou999: what brought you to this wise business decision
TurnItAround11: Bryant Gumble
TurnItAround11: Gumbel?
TurnItAround11: I dont know how to spell his name
helloiloveyou999: gumbel
TurnItAround11: ok
helloiloveyou999: 2nd times a charm
TurnItAround11: ha ha yeah so your in?
helloiloveyou999: starving kids? slave trade? are you kidding me, how could i not be in
TurnItAround11: Fucking Rad I knew you would be.
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[13 Feb 2006|11:15pm] |
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So like two weeks ago I went to this talk at MC about sports journalism for my journalism class. The guest speaker was Tim Kirkjian from ESPN the Magizine. He is like oooozzzzzing with baseball knowledge and he knew everything. We were able to ask him whatever we wanted and he knew the answers for eevery question. Like he didnt even have to think he already knew. I was blown away by him. He has turned into my idol I guess. So today when Eric and I were at Montgomery Mall, we are walking and I turn around and he is right behind us. I froze like Anthony did when we went to see Torrie Wilson. It was sad. I should have asked him something. I wished I would have because I think he would be able to give me some tips. Im so mad now.
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[29 Jan 2006|11:51pm] |
Lets start forever today.
Let these words ring out forever.
Ill scream to my last fucking breathe.
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[16 Jan 2006|10:14pm] |
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Things are beginning to change and I think its for the better. The next 5 months are gonna be the most critical in my life so far. It would be sweet if it all went according to plan.
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| The Pheonix |
[22 Dec 2005|11:09pm] |
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So I take another step, and one more breath closer to death. There's things going on in this world that got me stressed. Lately I find myself searching my soul. Looking for signs of life, a warmth in the cold. I'm young and restless and they want me to fold. I'm hard headed, I ain't never did shit I was told. I get too mad too fast over too much shit, but I put too much heart into the words I spit. Maybe i'm too proud, maybe I scream too loud...but what goes in, must come out. And i'm hurting inside. I can't show it. Obstructed by pride. I ain't being hard I just don't know why. Fuck tomorrow if I live or I die. Who comes first? You not before I. I'm still a ways off from my lofty goals, so fuck those who oppose and those who's acting like ho's. I ain't got time for ya'll. Focus my goals. I chose. C'mon now, you just write ryhmes...I recite lifelines. You're in it for the long haul...i'm in it for a lifetime. Let a brother try to come between me and mine. I'll lie cheat and steal to keep feeding mine. That's the deal and that's for real, by any means. Am I wrong because I want the finer things in life? Hell no. Take this world by storm. All I ever wanted was a taste of. All I ever wanted was a piece of what I could not have.
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[12 Dec 2005|12:48pm] |
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No, I will see you in the shallows.
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[21 Nov 2005|07:03pm] |
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Man where the fuck do I start. Friday night me, Eric, and Jon went on up to Towson to P-A-R-T-Y. We hung out with the usual suspects, Tim, Kyle, Teddy, Greg, Poole, and a bunch of other crazy cats. It was pretty fun, we drank a little, I did to much but I ended up sleeping on Greg's floor ona dog pillow and it was cold as shit. It was fun just hanging out with my friends. Hopefully we get to do it more. On Saturday I worked another Bar Mitzva but this time Eric got to work with Me and Anthony. Its was a fun party and I think the bar mitzva boy broke his wrist but thats cool just dont sue. Yesterday I worked at the Market in the morning, but then went over to Eric's to watch football. We got some Pizza Hut and then we played some football. It was Me, Eric, Nick, and Alex vs. Jon, Lauren, Mr. Sheraw, and Mr. Ballou. We beat them 28-14 and I had 4 touchdown passes and I had an interception. It is fun beating old people in sports. Overall it was a pretty fun weekend. Turkey Day Thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[30 Oct 2005|12:49am] |
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I will one day invent a game that when the deer population in the United States has reached and uncontrolable limit, all men will engage in a contest. the contest will involve them putting a snow plow on the front of their cars and drive down the road and hit the deer. Once they hit the deer with the plow they will try and shoot the deer off the plow and to the right of their vehicle. They will try to make the airborn or skidding deer hit a random persons mailbox or strike a street sign perferable the ones that say deer crossing. In the end, if you have no soul, it will be funny and considering where I live, it will become a ritual.
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[27 Oct 2005|09:21pm] |
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Keep hope alive... KEEP HOPE ALIVE!!!
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[16 Oct 2005|10:31pm] |
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It is amazing how much people keep to themselves and how much you don't know about the people who are the closes to you. Things that you can't even imagin about. The things they go through on a daily basis that can mean nothing to me or you but everything to them. It just amazes me.
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[11 Oct 2005|06:52am] |
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and now your dead.
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| Seafood Festival |
[03 Oct 2005|12:09pm] |
Dudes the seafood festival was rad. Me, Kyle, Brandon, and Larry had a blast. I ate like 80 hush puppies and got pretty messed up playing flipcup with a bunch of people. I also got a cramp when a fat lady started to hump my ass. I cant wait until next year.
Tonight WWE returns to USA and to counter Spike Network puts on UFC and to make matters worse the Packers play. Whats a boy to do.
I skipped school today because a water main broke outside of my house and I was up til 4 cause of all the noise that came from the fixxing of the pipe and then the water didnt get turned back on til like 10 this morning.
Did I mention that the seafood fest was sweet.
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| GODZ |
[18 Sep 2005|05:04pm] |
I worked a sweet ass party last night at The Hard Rock Cafe in DC. It was 80's themed and everybody was dressed up and shit it was wicked cool. Made tons of bank also. I have 3 parties next weekend and I gotta work at Selbys too. This is what I have to work:
Friday into Saturday
7 p.m. - 3a.m. : Poker Tornament at UMD
Saturday
8 a.m. - 4 p.m. : Selbys
Saturday into Sunday
6 p.m. - 1 a.m. : Sumo Wrestling party in DC
Sunday
5 a.m. - 9 a.m. : Selbys
12 p.m. - 6 p.m. : Church Party in Centerville
Should be fun.
Also I just saw a commercial and the UPS man in it was playing soccer. And every time I see a Burger King commercial with the King in it I give out a little laugh because I find it funny. Kings can't play football or just stand outside your window. He is a silly King.
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